Carrer De La Flor Del Lliri

We arrived at the apartment building, our home away from home, at the same time as an elderly couple.  He, slightly bent over with wire framed glasses sliding down his nose and a full head of white hair, she with dark auburn hair and owl-like glasses.  Stout and slow moving, they climb the narrow stairs ahead of us, each carrying a bag of groceries.  Groceries are a common accessory here, as we soon discover.  We have rented an apartment in a building directly behind Mercat de Santa Caterina, in one of the oldest neighbourhoods in Barcelona. 

Thick walls constructed in the 19^th century separate us from the noise of the neighbours within the building itself.  It would be easy to imagine we were the only ones living here if not for the rare occasion we see another occupant tramp up or down the crooked stairs towing grocery bags or dogs of varying miniature breeds.  They are usually very quiet – both dogs and neighbours, with the exception of last night.  In the wee hours, I recall footsteps clattering on loose tile, a drunken voice bouncing around the stairwell and the urgent “shhhhh” of a companion.

Each morning I wake to the metallic thunder of rolling doors flung upwards on the backs of trucks and loading bays.   The deliveries begin around 7 a.m., bringing fresh produce, meat and fish for the market, which opens at ten and closes at two.  I don’t resent the early wake up call; I’m a lark, not a nightingale.  I greet each day with much anticipation, and the knowledge that I have no knowledge.  I have a vague idea of where we will go but I can’t begin to imagine what experiences we will have and as entertaining and peculiar as my dreams are, the blank slate before me is too enticing to keep me in bed once I’ve woken up.

This afternoon, five days after our arrival, I am looking out our bedroom window watching life unfold below me on Carrer de la Flor del Lliri.  We’re not usually around this late in the day and I’m curious to get a closer look at our neighbours.  The man on the balcony below and to the left of me waters a lush green collection of plants.   He wears a rumpled white dress shirt and thin brown suspenders hang like skipping ropes from the top of his trousers.  Smoke wafts up towards me from the cigarette dangling from his lips. The smell of smoke is ever present in Barcelona.  There is no escape.  No such thing as a smoking section in restaurants, or anywhere else it seems.  Some days my nose and eyes burn with it, but I have come to accept it as part of the ambiance of España.  Today it feels as though the scent has permeated my nostrils so deeply that I can smell it even when there are no smokers around me.  The insides of my nostrils now smell like smoke. You´ll soon find my smoked snout in the market behind the glass, artfully display between the smoked ham hock with one sinewy leg and yellowing hoof still attached, and the pale piglets, eyes forever closed, corners of their lips curled into a Mona Lisa smile, as though they dream of mud baths and truffles.

Movement attracts my eye and I watch a curly haired boy in shorts and a bright yellow polo shirt step from the sunny street into the shadow of our lane.  Each hand grips the blue plastic handle of a four litre jug of water.  He places the jugs on the ground and a round gold tin appears in one hand.  My initial thought is snuff?  When I describe the scene to my husband, he makes the same suggestion.  Perhaps when in a foreign country your mind looks for less than ordinary options.  The boy, who can’t be much older than eight, pries the lid open, rummages in the foil and pulls out a sweet covered in powdered sugar.  He pops it into his mouth rearranging the foil with great care before closing the lid and tucking it into his pocket.  Has he liberated the sweet from the tin his mother asked him to buy, or did she tell him to get himself a treat with the change when she sent him off on his errand?  Hoisting the jugs by the handles, he continues on his way shuffling along the stone to the end of the alleyway. He presses the building’s buzzer, hollers into the speaker and shoulders his way through the door.   

If I were brave enough to stand on the narrow balcony and test my weight against the aged wrought iron railings, I am sure I could easily lean forward and shake hands with someone standing on the balcony opposite me.  Kitty corner across the alley and one floor down, they are renovating.  Two men have been sweating it out all week.   Normally businesses other than cafés and restaurants close between 2:00 and 4:30 for a siesta, but there is no rest for these two.  When we come home for lunch or a change of clothes, we casually check their progress, listening to the music of hammers and an electric saw, of heavy lumber hitting the floor, and a male voice singing snippets of flamenco and opera along with the radio.  Through the pale raw pine of an open balcony door, we watch a puzzle of mosaic tiles come together piece by piece. 

The doors are an ingenious and remarkable layering of wood, glass and wood that allow you to open everything at once, open them with glass still in, protecting you from the elements, or close indoor wooden shutters over the glass creating instant darkness.  I watched them fitting the wood “window” layer into the folding doors.  It takes some time and requires some adjustments, some grunting and perhaps a curse or too. My understanding of Spanish swear words is limited but something about the delivery is universal.  The younger of the two men, pants riding down on his hips, holds the wood patiently in place as the older man grumbles his frustration.

They count the floors differently here.  We are on the 2^nd floor, according to our address, but in Canada we would call it the fourth floor.  Nothing much on the ground or floor, just mail boxes, then the Principal floor above that, then the first, then the second with four more above us.  I decide to head down to street level for a closer examination of the lane.  Stores, galleries, and studios occupy the ground floor levels. It’s late afternoon and the sky above is bright and free of clouds, but the tall buildings and narrow alleyway provide no room for sunshine.  The artificial light feels both odd and familiar to me, like something from a recurring dream.  

My first stop is a travel agency specializing in trips to Africa and the Middle East.  The sign overhead reads “Cultura Africana y Viajes”  African Culture and Travel I think.  I have some rudimentary Spanish, but this is Catalan, kind of a French/Spanish combination. I pretend to read the brochures and write-ups pasted on the windows while I peek into the store. There are beautiful photographs of golden orange sand dunes with sharp wind blown edges and smiling children with liquid brown eyes, glowing skin and beatific smiles.  Out of the corner of my eye, I see pale strawberry blonde hair.  A woman focuses on the computer screen in front of her, fingers hovering over the keyboard.  She looks up and I continue on my journey.  Across from her, there is a hairdresser, one of several in the area.  My attention is drawn to the sign offering hair colour for 10 euros…tempting…..

“Showroom RecDi8” farther down the street draws my attention with tall glass doors that don’t have a metal cover-up at night.  I wonder how they avoid being broken into. The contents are enticing with beautiful art works - vases, sculpture, wall hangings, knickknacks, displayed on tables and shelves in minimalist décor.   Lighting is subdued and the creations seem lit from within.  In the loft at the back of the store, a handsome man with a crew cut sits on a chair chewing his nails, staring intently at the computer screen in front of him and I walk past unnoticed.

The “Be Organic” shop is open despite the fact that it’s siesta time. On either side of the door, shiny white onions, bumpy orange squash, organic and blemish free, peek out of wooden crates. Picture perfect tomatoes on the vine fill one cardboard box, and cherry tomatoes colour the bottom of the one beside it.  Wooden shelves display bottles, jars and cans that proudly announce their pesticide free goodness.  A blackboard hangs on the concrete wall and curving pastel letters proclaim “Tienda Ecólogica”.

I walk past the Showroom again and the man from the loft has moved to the main floor.  He is more relaxed now, leaning back in his chair, arm casually thrown across the table in front of him.  A contagious smile lights up his eyes while he listens to someone on his cell phone.  He looks very appealing and I imagine the talker is someone he’s very fond of.  I’m smiling myself at the thought and when our eyes meet he quickly looks down as though embarrassed to be caught in an intimate moment.

It’s now 4:00 and people are slowly returning from their siestas, checking their watches and opening doors.  Two women stand half way down the alley, one is the travel agent, the other wears an apron with the Be Organic logo.  They laugh, and speak to each other in English with German and Spanish accents.  I wonder if they see the irony of smoking in front of the health food store.

I walk back to my end of the alley and I stop to lean on the wall.  I’m holding my notebook at chest level and I write furiously, trying to describe everything around me, to record a memory of this world that is both so old and new.  I’m filled with regret at the thought of all the opportunities I've missed to transcribe the life surrounding over the past few days. Until today, my attempts to capture Barcelona have been with my camera not my pen.  It seems that sometimes a thousand words are not enough.  

I hear the jingling of the tags on a dog collar and raise my eyes to see another neighbour who resides somewhere above me.  He leads his twin schnauzers into our building.  My gaze turns to a couple at the end of the alley, one holding up a camera.  I look back to my book and continue writing as the flash goes off.  I wonder if she’s taking a picture of me as I write about her, smiling, blissfully engrossed in my task.  Or perhaps she taking a picture of the quaint Barcelona street and will later wish she could have snapped one without that crazy writing woman in it. 

High heels click along the cement drawing my attention to the opposite end of the lane once more. My eyes sweep over the slender silhouette of a woman walking up the middle of the alleyway.  Her purse is slung across her body and she carries a bouquet of flowers.  I can’t tell what variety they are, only that they are a vivid profusion of pinks and yellows and blues.  A bright white piece of paper surrounds them.  In the dusky lane with late afternoon sun and artificial light bouncing off brass coach lamps and store windows, with her hand clutching the tissue covered stems, the effect is so stunning I imagine I will request white paper around all future bouquets that I buy.  She is striding confidently in my direction, in heels and a short denim skirt.  Her arms extend out to the side with elbows bent, the bouquet in one hand and a plump red mango resting on the other.  She carries the mango as though holding a tray with her hand at a right angle to her wrist.  She walks past me but turns around before she reaches the end of the street, then doubles back.  She seems to be looking for something in particular.  When she reaches the Showroom she stops and peers through the window.  I wonder if she’s looking for the handsome man.  Was she the source of his blissful smile?  The woman stares into the showroom for a minute or two and then walks to the end of the alleyway.  She hesitates, seeming unsure of which way to go; steps tentatively one way then strides off in the opposite direction. 

I’m dying to know what her story is.  The fear that I’ll be mistaken for a stalker if I’m seen again, doesn’t stop me from casually strolling by the store with a quick glance over my shoulder at the last minute.  I spot him back in the loft, staring intently into the computer screen, chewing his nails once again.  I’m limp with disappointment.  What if they were meant to find each other and didn’t connect.  I saw you….He:  handsome nail chewing artist, She:  Dark haired mango toting beauty. 

At the end of the street, I hear footsteps running down stairs. The apartment door swings open and the young water carrier bursts out of the building.   He is wearing the same yellow shirt but has traded shorts for a pair of jeans with flared legs and fraying hems.  A woman’s voice bounces around the stairwell and he pushes the heavy door back in just before it slams shut, shouting back into the building impatiently, in a tone that says:  I have man’s work to do now woman, let me on my way.   

They volley back and forth in that musical rapid-fire tongue that has become so much a part of my world that I dreamed in Spanish the other night, but when I woke I had no idea what I’d been saying.  The boy’s mother, if indeed it is his mother, has received a satisfactory response and he bounds away from the building, veering right at the end of the lane, no hesitation, his destination as mysterious to me as my own.

Over the Meadow and Through the Snow....

Ironically a winter memory comes to mind whenever I hear the opening lyric of Nat King Cole's "That Sunday That Summer". It begins...If I had to choose just one day, to live my whole life through…For me, it would surely be that snowy winter’s eve in 1977, when I was 15 years old.

That Saturday I planned to spend the evening at the home of my best friend who lived on the other side of town. I shoved my feet into my sorrels, shrugged into my duffle coat and looked out the kitchen window. Fluffy snowflakes as big as quarters floated down from the sky, settling gently onto the unblemished drifts that covered our backyard. 

On tiptoe, I rummaged through the front closet shelf and found what I needed.  With a scarf looped around my neck, my toque pulled firmly over my ears, and mitten cuffs tucked into my coat sleeves I was ready to face mother nature.

I stepped out of the house, filled my lungs with prickling winter air and headed towards my goal at a brisk pace.  Along the hard pack on the roadside, snow squeaked in protest with each crenelated boot print I left in my wake.  The surrounding neighbourhood was silent and few cars drove past.  As I neared the bright and noisy downtown, I realized I didn’t want to spoil the peace and quiet. I decided to detour across the railway lines that ran parallel to Front Street. On the other side of the tracks lay a large open area, a little bigger than a football field. Beyond that, a gentle slope led to a smattering of houses, one of which belonged to my friend.

I crossed the tracks and slipped into the darkness, my breath fogging the air in front of me. Guided by moonlight, I wadded ankle deep through the white expanse. All was quiet save the swish of loose powder around my ankles and the crunch of my boots compressing the snow beneath me. I alternated between feeling the frosty air on my face, to snuggling my cheeks and chin into my scarf where my warm breath formed and then melt tiny crystals in the damp wool.

When I came to the middle of the field, I stopped and took off  my mittens.  My heated hands welcomed the cool air while I closed my eyes and turned my face heavenward. Thick flakes melted on my cheeks and tickled my eyelashes. I couldn’t resist and opened my mouth, chasing snowflakes onto my tongue. Over my shoulder I could see the narrow trail I had made, leading back into the darkness. It was the only thing marring the pristine swath of white behind me and I felt like I was the only one on earth. A feeling of immense joy and serenity  seeped into my soul. I continued on, a smile on my face and warmth in my heart.

All too soon I was standing in front of Cindy’s door. I looked down at my jeans, now true bell bottoms, stiff with the snow that had first melted, then froze along the trek. Heat radiated out the neck of my coat as I began unraveling my scarf. I raised my hand to knock, and hesitated, fearing my rapping knuckles would break the spell. Catching sight of my rosy cheeked reflection in the window, I smiled. There was still the walk back home.

Froggie Courtin'

I stepped through the doorway of the log cabin we were renting in beautiful Belleisle Bay, New Brunswick. I wiggled into dew dampened sneakers that had spent the night on the deck. Hitching my camera over my shoulder, I grabbed my travel mug off the railing and walked into the bush, following a well worn path through the crowd of ferns. Silver clouds blocked the sun and the patter of rainfall surrounded me. Looking more closely into the glossy green forest revealed the source was not rain falling, but condensed fog cascading from leaf to leaf. I remained gratefully dry other than my sneakers, which were now quite saturated with the morning dew.

As I approached the pond I was thrilled to see it calm and blanketed by mist. It was literally picture perfect, but I worried the fog wouldn't show in the photos. The morning before, I had taken some shots with my small digital camera and from what I could see on the screen, the fog was invisible. I eased myself into a weathered Adirondack chair on the sandy shore and sipped my coffee, content within the peaceful scene. I was fascinated and mesmerized by the action on the pond’s surface. Even though a climatology course had taught me the scientific explanation for fog, I was still drawn into the illusion that it was a separate entity skimming across the smooth water. The wind forced the mist in front of it, pushing it around the pond in whispy vapours that swirled and skated across the glassy surface like a swarm of ghosts, all joined in a rousing game of crack the whip in the frosty hereafter. Silly old wind, trying with all his might to blow it all away. Whether an overcoat, or a coat of mist, the sun would win once more.

Suddenly, a loud, drawn out breeee-DEEEEP echoed across the stillness. A moment later the response came from my side of the pond; a brief and comical boy-yoing! as though a bass guitar string had let go under the strain of someone slowly winding, winding… it’s almost right …but… snap! ....oops, too much. A few minutes later it sounded again - breee-DEEEEP … two…three…four… boy-yoing! I continued to sip and stare at the dancing fog, hypnotic as a campfire. The frogs carried on with their mating song. It wasn’t a constant tune, more of a call and response, an occasional "You there?" followed by "yup!".
A couple of canoes and two small kayaks lay bottoms up on the beach. I flipped the yellow kayak upright, retrieved a paddle from a nearby shack, hung my camera carefully around my neck and launched myself onto the water. The surface was so still and perfectly reflective, I hated the thought of marring the pristine glass with my tiny wake. Yet it had its own beauty too; silky, undulating waves, fracturing and gently warping the reflections, sending its ever shrinking echoes across the pond.

My goal was to find “King Henry” as I had named him.. My image of Henry the Eighth did not jive at all with “The Tudors” TV lead, all buff and attractive. Some painting in my memory showed a more bloated version dressed in a brown spotted tunic with pleated sleeves and a russet cape. I inched my way slowly and carefully, camera at the ready, paddle angling in the drink, trying to slow the boat's progress and not disturb anything. I spied his Lordship ensconced comfortably at the edge of the pond surrounded by grasses and half submerged, all round and large and brown and glistening. His supple chin bubbled in and out as he blinked lazily at me, his gaze filled with distain. I tried to slow the boat's momentum without startling him, reading my camera, slowly getting closer..... closer.... now? no, not yet, closer....closer...not....doh! Too close! He dove quickly under water. Chastising myself for missing a great shot, I decided I'd be less stingy with my next attempts and crossed the pond to see if I could find Miss Boleyn.I found the photography much more satisfying on the other side and took extra shots in the effort to keep from missing a good one. These frogs were mostly green and typically, frog looking where as Henry was more brown and spotted, appearing very much like the bloated lord and master that I had recalled. I decided to do a little frog canvas and slowly paddled around the pond. I thought I might come up with 17 altogether, but as it turned out there was 24 at my count. King Henry had many options it seemed and in the froggy world, I would imagined he would be something to lose your head over.

Across from the beach I snuck up on one beautiful specimen who looked as though he'd been plated in brass. After capturing a good shot I turned back towards the last spot I had seen his Lordship. I discovered I only had one picture left and thought I’d try one more time. I looked towards the beach, surprised to see that my husband had arrived on little cat feet, sitting quietly in the chair beside the one I had occupied earlier.

"You're very stealthy." I called out, feeling a welcome rush of pleasure that he was there, yet somewhat embarrassed to be observed with my guard down.

"Well, you looked like you were being very stealthy yourself." he called back.

All thoughts of photographing King Henry left my mind. My kayak turned toward the beach drawn by an undeniable force of nature. I dipped my paddle in the water once more and set out for the shore, intent on capturing my own frog prince.

Sun-Oka Beach

At the south end of Summerland, across the highway from the Ornamental Gardens, you’ll find a Provincial Park with a beach that Mike and I have claimed as our favourite. Despite this fact, it’s the first time we’ve visited Sun-Oka Provincial Park since we stumbled up on it two years ago. There is something very appealing about this family beach that keeps it in my mind despite the fact that it's a good 45 minute drive away. Sarson beach, Gyro, Rotary and Strathcona are all within ten minutes of our house but I think that can be a disadvantage in a way. You sit on the beach for a few minutes then run into the water to cool down. If it’s a bit too hot or crowded, it’s easy to take off back home again where all those chores await, rather than letting your impatient brain wind down until those splashing kids are amusing rather than annoying and if you wait just a bit longer, perhaps a you can grab a shady spot when another group leaves.

It ended up taking us an hour to get to our destination on Sunday, mostly due to the fact that we came to a long stretch through the construction zone where people had slowed down to a snail’s pace. At one point were driving 10 km/hr. Not because there was ongoing construction, but because there was a 50 foot section of gravel that had everyone fearful of rock chips I guess. The heat had render us rather disorganized earlier on in the day, so the red light on the dash had me in a bit of a panic as we crawled along with no knowledge of how long this would last. After the stop for gas, we visited a fruit stand where ripe apricots bowed the tree branches and tumbled down the hillside, into the parking lot. We bought some sweet cherries to munch on at the beach and I purchased my first field tomatoes of the season.

When we finally arrived, I was disappointed to see how full the parking lot was. Between the lot and the beach a crowded green and shady area was filled with families sitting on picnic tables and blankets, rummaging in coolers and giant potato chip bags, looking cool and contented. Our parking spot was near the busy entrance so we lugged our chairs, beach bags, camera and cooler towards the far end of the beach. Despite the initial crowded appearance, it was easy to find a spot on the sand, but still under the shade of a tree. People were far enough away that we couldn’t easily hear their conversations.

I sat in my chair reading my book without much focus, observing the bobbing children and ducks, breathing in the smell of wet sand and sunscreen while I tried to figure out how someone so determined to avoid crowds had been drawn to this popular spot. Perhaps it was the cozy comfort I felt while looking out at the water, contemplating the stunning view down the lake towards Penticton. 


To the east a sandy point curves out into the lake. Behind you trees shelter you from the highway noise and to the west the waterfront curves around to where the highway hugs tall bluffs. I feel Mother earth envelop me in a protective hug as tension unspools between my shoulder blades.  I fight my natural tendencies to analyze everything. It’s time to just be.